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2007-05-20T15:34:00.001+08:00

moved to http://www.xanga.com/kissmania

2007-05-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

blogger is being nice again.

okay i shall stay.

well, everything is really bad so i rather not talk about it.

pick yourself up that's what miss koh says.

so i will.

netball carnival on monday, screw it.

everything is falling apart.

the memories are growing each time.

i shouldn't have said those hurting words.

forgive me...

you two are the most that i treasure and love, but i'm growing up give me some room and space to at least breath.

beatrice keeps running,that's what she is, a coward.

she's gonna join childern liturgy and learn how to calm her nerves down.

well i guess i won't be alone in that ministry.

there'll be van,cherylann debby debroah and a few guys.

boys are shallow creatures.

i can name so many of them!

slap slap!

that's all..

i'm sleepy good night.

i'm waiting for supernatural & a phonecall.

teresa we need more catch ups and budget lunches.

sabrina,samira and jessica that day in a circle i really felt good.

thanks you three!

i love you. <<<3

amanda i love you too being in the empty classroom together with me.

watching me being a cry baby.

thanks. <3>

"i swear i treat you like a king,but you treat me in her place "

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

2007-05-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

blogger is just meannnnnnn
i can't edit my template and my previous postttttt
i'm not fated with blogger.
xanga here i come. after i figure out using you.

dear diary,
did i tell you i'm in a mode of talking to myself.
i wanna sleep forever and not go to school.
england is calling me, but i'm not ready AT ALL!
church is calling me too!
i'm an arse to all my friends.
especially____
let me slap myself ten super tight ones!
i din want this to happen.
AT ALL.
i need peace and quiet,shut my eyes.
and go to wonderland and start dreaming.

2007-05-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

beatrice is tired.
really really.
i swear i am.

tired of being an arse to all my friends.
tired of being the daughter i'm not suppose to be.
tired of being an awful sister.
tired of blogger.
tired of stupid love songs.
tired of racking my brains thinking what to write for SYF reflection.
knowing that 2 years down the road juniors are gonna read it and laugh at my work.
tired of even thinking of getting back my scripts tomorrow.

YES I AM. too tired.

2007-05-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

dancing in the rain.
my heart goes pump pump pump.
seriously i couldn't care less but walk in the rain after church.
with my bumble bee outfit.
yellow and black :DDD
was half and hour late for mass,but it's okay
i attended yesterday.
than the alter boys gave out flowers to all mothers.
all the small dudes super adorable :DDD
cath was as usual, boring..
but entertainment from dear ij girls we had the class going and ended 15mins earlier.
hooray!
waited for van..dear me dancing along the corridors and my leg hit jerry.
i screamed...and i think it did hurt him. alot.
i felt seriously bad .
walked down to gardens with lau and phua in the rain.
it was only drizzling at first but got heavier as i walked home.
left myself all drench and sort of indecent when i got home.

it's gonna rain again.
i shall treat myself to a hot cup of chocolate,tug myself into the blanket and persuade my dad to rent ONE TREE HILL :DD
sab! you are so coming to my house one of these days to watch all the seasons.
just got the timetable.we end school at 2?!
what happen to 135?!
band tomorrow finally catching up with aly tan meishi.
and please end at 0530.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

When the darkness finds the night
My heart still beat for you
In your eyes I see the lie
What can I do, I'll try my best to walk away
So I don't have to feel the pain
It goes on and on, on and on
And this emptiness I feel goes on and on
On and on
As I cry myself to sleep I just can't go on
On and on
When this love I feel for you is so strong
On and on, on and on
Why can't I feel your heartbeat next to mine
The way it used to be
I love that purpose that is so right
I need you to see I try my best to walk away
But I just can't ignore the pain
It goes on and on, on and on
And this emptiness I feel goes on and on, on and on

2007-05-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

vivo yesterday with the rest :DD

except samira shah shah .where were you?!

with her boyfriend!

the place was WHOO LA LA LA LA .

we were totally in wonderland.

we wanted to hop onto a monorail or a cruise.

met sab and manda first,the rest were late.

as usual. HAHA

shona came after a while so it was the four of us . we walked walked

than beatrice was hungry so long john.

jessica came she is such a BIMBO..

so i was screaming to her over the phone on the directions .

seriously vivo is just too big.

vienna & olga came.YEAH!

finally...everyone was here.

sat at starbucks and ate ate ate.

jessica and olga with their onion rings from carl's junior

they brought to starbucks there we were,munching and munching.

sab was complaining of her two pounds on mocha frap.

i said it was okay! i spent mine on caramel frap.

but it's all worth it!

we were spotting small PETER PARKERS.

awfully cute cute

after starbucks we were TOTALLY TOTALLY high.

well..ME!

i tell you.. it's the caffine.

caffine just pumps you up.

there again we walked out heading outside took pics.

a lot . being total retards!

OLGA AND SHONA i want the pics!

we sat at the foodcourt laughing at jessica's ezlink cards .

CUTNESS!

jessica and i were considering getting youg tau foo.

HAHA because we were too tired to walk .

sab vienna and manda with their beat boxing.

ME, as their proudcer.

olga with her biscuit.

shona and manda were filming everything.

they better not put it on youtube.

in the evening.headed for mass with van.

vanessa wee we need a short cut home!

we were running around gardens deciding on whether we should walk

home *it was very very dark* or take the bus.

in the end, we took the bus.

that's all. yesterday was one hectic day.

i shall go for a dip in the pool later on.

There's a fine line between right and wrong
And I know we knew all along
Just how much I can half belong ... and I know
And then I find out it all falls back on you
Cause I'm really up on this
Cause I've seen it before
Where the hell did I get through you?

2007-05-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

i'm tired of all the walking!

i've got a blister that bled so badly in the middle of orchard.

spiderman is pure sexiness!

a friend that feeds me non-stop.

HAHA

that gelare girl...yupp the one in the uniform.

we need a new place.

ORCHARD IS A BORE!

hopefully i pray vivo tomorrow.

so long.

i've got an email saying that normal lessons starts next week!

ARGH!

i'm gonna slap them!

BADLY...

what happen to all the post exam 'fun' stuff?!

this is not happening ?!

let me get out of singapore ..

NOW!

marines please do stay..

sab and i are begging you.

2007-05-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

here i thought it was over i'm tired.

too tired to even climb out of my bed and open my bio book.

i'm very very very tired.

thinking i totally blank out during accounts sucks.

bio notes is so killing me,i'm barely half way there and i've got the night to finish up.

the anguish is spilling out,why am i complaining the rest of them have two more papers.

argh!

after accounts i was totally drained out,hence,

called sab.
she basically came to my rescue.

thanks a lot!

accompanied her to kovan's heartland mall.

where the hell is that right ?

yes,i was the tourist while she was the guide.

we had yoshi and a record time of completing our meal in 10 mintues.

after that she left for tution while i took the mrt to serangoon

than walked home instead of taking the bus.

WALKING HELPS YOU TO DESTRESS.

trust me.

when you have a lot of troubles and worries inside of you,walk and enjoy the scorching

weather. it's worth it.

while i walked,i was reading my bio notes.

but it seemed to me that it came out from the other ear.

i have a hollow brain..

nothing! zero! is going into my thick skull.

the bio notes are on my lap in front of this bloody screen.
what am i doing here!

HELP ME !

father father help us send some guidance from above.

on the other hand i hear orchard calling me tomorrow.

"come baby come baby i need you tonight"

my hopes are dashed,a pray is what i need

2007-05-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration goneit's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

i was sitting in the church canteen alone this morning.
people walking pass me, uncle trevor looking at me
i ~~teared~~.
repeating the song again and again.
listening to it, hearing how the words go.
it's awful that i'm actually thinking like that.
but, i can't help it.
i'm haveing a mental breakdown.
~~it's only the mids right ?~~
OF COURSE NOT!
~~they're just irriting bloody bastards right ?~~
NO THEY ARE NOT!
~~it's normal for parents to nag right ?~~
but it hurts when they do it so often.
FUCK.
i'm a good for nothing.
and shall just vanish in thin air.
don't drag me just because i'm one of the them.
esplande, night life and star gazing would be great. sab i need those empire cut dresses right now.oh oh i can't wait for friday.i'm gonna sit through this week's paper with a breeze.and do it well.i must .i shall.not forgetting subway is opening.new hangout for us.and probably ____thanks a lot father up there.

2007-05-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

lit and history on the same day.
lit's unseen prose was about two gays.
thats what all of us think.
but who the hell put gay people in a passage and test it for the nids?!
math and phyics on the same day too!
phyics was a killer .
three more papers,please let me do well..
i pray and pray and pray.

i've got a sudden urge to shop shop shop.
i want dresses,earrings,clutches and heels!
not forgetting a blazer for june. (accordingto sab)
flipping through 'her world' seeing all the adorable dresses.
and the PRICE!
it's okay..
i'm gonna treat myself after the exams,one more week.

beatrice can't handle too much gossips in a day .
it's just bad for me, can't digest everything man !
gossips sessions with sab sam manda and vienna.
too much to handle my girlfriends!
HAHA and harry potter ?!
sab and sam!
oh no!

watching RATS at prata house yesterday left me with a nightmare.
i know.. the show wasn't that scary, according to my dear friends.
but i do not fancy animals let more RATS!
van and i have a garden pact :D
every friday night shall be prata house at gardens .
in two years time. HAHA
a so called 'gathering' for everyone.

Don't pretend you're not smiling again
Let's just leave it
You know I didn't mean it
Don't know why we put up such a fight
Over nothing
When we could still be something

Take off your jacket
Don't walk out that door
There's no need to leave anymore

You and me
We should be
Making a memory whenever we're together, yeah
Look at me
Can't you see
We were meant to be
~~Making a memory~~

2007-04-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA WEE MEI ZHENG :D
you turn fifteen today! yeah...
no more childish acts my dear.
you and your one thousand and one boyfriends.
thanks for all the midnight swinging..
the park, i will always remember..
swinging day or night and all the gossips there.
THANK YOU.

DO NOT hear arianne loon's ipod all EMO EMO songs.
i cried during accounts while hearing her songs.
recess was the best today,half the time we were screaming at a moth.
manda and sab classic *imbos..
HAHA
after school failed attempt to study instead,spent an hour in the canteen with
sam vienna sab manda and later jessica..
hearing to ipod and photos and gossips . we were singing this song. It's undeniable
That we should be together
It's unbelievable
How I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know
If you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal
Yeah

One.. you're like a dream come true
Two.. just wanna be with you
Three.. girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four.. repeat steps one through three
Five.. make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start Back at One [yeah]

So incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
once you know what its all about babe
And undesirable
For us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
Cause

One.. you're like a dream come true
Two.. just wanna be with you
Three.. girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four.. repeat steps one through three
Five.. make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start Back at One [yeah]

Say farewell to the dark night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time

One.. you're like a dream come true
Two.. just wanna be with you
Three.. girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four.. repeat steps one through three
Five.. make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start Back at One

HAPPY LABOUR DAY TOO.
rest day for all the workers .
but mugging for all singaporeans students.
BOO Ministry Of Education!

2007-04-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

little boys & girls stop playing.

just get straight to the point.

if there's hope let there be.

If ain't leave it alone.

i don't hate you anymore.

i'll just leave it the way it is.

walking pass each other is the best thing ever.

talking? second best.

i fucking miss twoseven.
you can never study in church let more the canteen.

otherwise there'll be non-stop eating and spending money.

celebrated van's birthday at club.

actually,a lot of things happened.

but i'm just too sick and tired of remembering.

OH SOMEONE SAVE ME.

oh father father help us send some guidence from above.

2007-04-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

see that heart.
shalyn's valentine day gift.
haha
everyone's turning fifteen so fast.
van is gonna be in two days time.
pearlyn had her's on thursday.
i'll have to wait till july.
it's okay. beatrice can wait.
hopefully birthday lunch tomorrow. :D
our apple bet is still on van.
mids are in three days time! those who got my encouraging sms!lucky ones! SEXY MAMAS i mean what i said!
yesterday talked to aly for a while,than sam and sab came to break the conversation!
just kidding. anyway...miss alyssa lim plus all the bangers char,koon,tan,sha.
you cheer up girl and keep me updated i'll do the same :D
lunched at mos with sab,that women wanted to leave early! why?
beacause..she wanted to STALK somebody STALKER!
HAHA.
she went home,met pp and van,marilyn & jerry too.
van says i'm a paronic freak!
which i totally agree.
i can't help it right?!
a girl gotta do her thing man!

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

2007-04-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

first of all i would like to start off by saying...
HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY KOON KOON MEISHI.
okay.

i don't need you.
i don't want you
i'm a ~~liar~~

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

2007-04-22T18:09:00.001+08:00

Pearlyn's cake which was half smash at gabriel the rest taken by aaron

I didn't know what to say
I tried to look the other way
When I saw you there with him
Acting like I don't care
But you can read from how I stare
That I'm hurting deep inside
But even though you look so good tonight
I'll be fine

But I know that for you
To be here without me by your side
It's a love crime
Why you act so surprised
I can tell from the guilt in your eyes
It's a love crime to me

okay,yesterday's party was kinda screwed,
but the company was good.
retarted boys,good cake,club.
i'm gonna miss gardens, the late nights with everyone.
and to sam,sab and manda no more JOKES!
but...more delifrance.
and birthday advances if i don't blog.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SWEET SIXTEEN ALYSSA TAN TAN SHU NING.

FOURTEEN DAWN CHAN

FOURTEEN MEISHI KOON

FIFTEEN PEARLYN PHUA.

2007-04-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

update update.
loads of thing to say.
first of all.
amanda tan shui ling.
don't worry okay?
everything is gonna be okay.
just SMILE SMILE and everything is gonna pass real quickly.
alyssa lim you SMILE SMILE .

let's start from..

Maundy Thursday mass
pearlyn lau and phua and van.
we din really attend the mass,because we sitting outside under the stars
talking and talking and talking.
we felt real bad.
seriously..

GOOD FRIDAY :D
vanessa's favourite day.
the guys were acting out the station of the cross.
super funny!
we had front row seats .
so we could 'feel' the DRAMA.
HAHA
guess who was jesus vanessa ?
okay enough of teasing.

Easter Vigil.
i was so underdress.
everyone were in their 'gowns'

SYF.
GOLD GOLD GOLD .
we made history.
9 months of hard work finally paid off.
glad i made it happen with this batch.
the time i've been spending on band should now be on
studies and catching up with friends :DD
dinner with
alyssa tan,shalyn,charamine and meishi.
alyssa lim scribbling on our scores also paid off.

now now beatrice shall be on a nerd mode for the next 3 weeks.
and she'll learn to write bigger.

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

2007-04-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Look at me now
I thought I was near the end
Then you came along
When I needed a friend
And you made me love again

Somehow you found me
Wrapped your love around me
Now my head's up in the clouds
When I'm around you
I just wanna say, everyday
Thank God I found you
I will move heaven and earth
Give you my heart, for all that its worth
You are mine 'til the end of time
I don't care what we're going through
'Til the end, my heart belongs to you.

You are my heart
You are my everything
The moon and the stars
And the air that I breath
And you gave me strength again

2007-04-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

let me start off by saying..

-school is killing me.

-sam & sab i can't wait.

-ij fiesta is also killing me.

-syf is in a week's time!

-me thinking of 2.4 is dreadful.

-i'm glad we worked out.

OKAY.
lots of everything lately..

wanna say to everyone who's heartbroken.

it's okay it's alright.

alyssa tan if you see this, call him!

haha

BeatriceAlyssaMeishi BANGERS plus plus Charmaine.

charmaine cheer up okay?

no comments on the exchange but the guys were actually good looking.

surprisely...and here i thought band members were geeks!

i'm sorry to everyone who heard me swearing in church.

the guys were all staring!

gosh...

old folks home was okay.

yeah! done with lent project!

christopher please get yourself a girlfriend.

so we'll stop teasing...

after that gardens and headed to NTUC.

where pp and i were enjoying ourselves.

marilyn ran away!

took a bus home,where pp filled me in with information.

are hearts meant to be broken?

boys and girls do yourself a favour and stop running away from your heart...

make a decision,in case of hurting one another.

nerd mood now!

tuesdays and fridays study dates.

She has everything that she wants and,
I just cant explain so,
Help me babe I gotta get over,
Help me babe I gotta get over,
Help me babe I gotta get over you..

2007-03-30T21:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX LEE PUI LING
this birthday girl was extra extra high today!
non-stop jumping around...
love you much much lex lex .

so sam and sab we are going to have so much fun!
can't wait!

school was okay today.
jessica as usual suck up to mrs kong.
we were playing hang men.

after school :DD
lunch with Sam,Cons & Sab.
amanda was feeling emo that's why she din join us for lunch at interchange.
FINE MANDA!
we went to Macs. did what we did best...
GOSSIP GOSSIP.
haha it was the best...
and sitting by the window looking at...
haha than we took a bus back.
instead of taking the white plate,we took the green one...
to store time. we wanted to talk more and more.
why do we have to take PFT?
it's a waste of time.
seriously...surprisely i passed...
after that coffee bean with sab & manda .
three of us shared a cake !
i was hearing manda's ipod. guess who those two were talking about??!
sam you should know...
haha. i was just nodding nodding my head!
victoria and pearlyn joined us,we started making phonecalls.
vic is the best!
it was late so we left..
i was caught in a jam close to an hour...
i din bring my ipod and handphone! and the TVmobile wasn't working.
so i had to go up to a total stranger and asked to borrow his phone.
ARGH..dad picked me up from CTK.
the jam was massive!
MANDA & SAB .
thanks i'm safely home.
tomorrow exchange..SA,SAJC,SP
these are the only 'NICE' schools..
the rest are neighbourhood..
tomorrow, BANGs DAY lim,meishi,charmaine and i
alyssa tan and lim and I can't wait to see SA :DDD

2007-03-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust

And if that's not enough

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

2007-03-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

shout my name me like you mean it I wanna scream underwater for the longest time possible.
till i can't breathe!! i wanna swing my hearts out!& SCREAM SHOUT SCREAMor either cry everything out.but some things are just not meant to be said.
this is so not what i want!
LET ME LEAVE ~~MISERABLE~~ SINGAPORE!! i'm so not going to a local uni.i'll go overseas and never come back!& probably start a family there cause local guys are just ~~awful~~now now now
forever and ever. 2.4 is gonna kill me.band ends at 0630.mids in three weeks.
yes sab,one tree hill is needed Nate sets me on fire! !!
jessica and i are the best at writing letters during ms teo's class.
both of us are sitting in front and happily writing and writing.
she din catch us! i love recesses the whole group of us..just cracking up jokes and we have no reason to laugh out loud!
did i mention... how childish can one get!?! what's done is done, why are you still harping over small matters!
grow up for goodness sake!

Cause when it all gets too much
Put your head down on my shoulder
A little warmth when it gets colder
Now I don't know the things that you're going through
But you can put your head down
On my shoulder
Where the storm is it blows over
I know you're there for me too
No I'll be there for you

~~i mean it.~~

2007-03-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

Gold Baby Gold

what's becoming of the world now ? No ~~war~~No ~~drugs~~ No ~~smokers~~No ~~porn~~No ~~backstabbers~~No ~~homosexuals~~SLAP SLAP SLAP LOVE & PEACE everyone...

2007-03-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

let me join the nerd club.

went to church,and the small kids were selling food in the canteen.

adorable.

cath.

marilyn,julienne and i were answering all the questions,

uncle victor said that we could be nuns.

which we totally objected!

after that walked down to gardens with both pearlyn.

both of them non-stop rubbish!

jerry tried to run us over !

sat in macs and started pigging out..

vanessa joined us later.

apparently,her class's lent project is picking up litter in serangoon gardens.

GREAT JOB!

we'll be going to the old folks home next week.

heading to school later on...

for sound check at Singapore Conference Hall.

raise up your hand if you think i have ~~no life~~!

thanks sab for sending me your sexy songs.

alyssa lim pei ning smile smile.

2007-03-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

shout.shout.shout.
scream.scream.scream.
call.call.call.
swing.swing.swing.

i'm just overreacting...
beatrice control control!
what can i do? to help
what can i do? not hurting anyone.
westlife is surpressing my feelings *half of it*

FRIENDS ARE HERE TO STAY
SAMIRA AND I ARE STRAIGHT.
yes yes we are.
SAB & MANDA!

2007-03-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

so update update.

HAPPY FIFTEEN DANELLA FOO

HAPPY FIFTEEN DIANA LEE :D

Dayna's $5 rojak and at coffee bean.

Lunch date with Manda and Sab at Ichiban.

miss these two tons tons.

Sports Day today. what can i say...

Red house came in third so did band :D

it was horrible because of the sun & everything.

wasn't in a cheery mood ...

left me sitting with sab and manda .

Had band after that!

who the hell has it right?!

sam.jess.manha&sab says that i have no life.

which i totally AGREE!

sorry i din lunch with you guys

tomorrow :D

Instead went with lim,tan,paula,charmaine & meishi.

small nerdy RI boys are my fav.

18 more days till SYF.

1 more month till mids.

1 more month of hard work!

i guess it was a mistake afterall.

would i be your 13th?

2007-03-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

We had something to learn

Now it's time for the wheel to turn

Grains of sand, one by one

Before you know it, all gone

It's a strange, sad affair

Sometimes seems like we just don't care

Don't waste time feeling hurt

We've been through hell together

We awoke from our dream

Things are not always what they seem

Memories linger on It's like a sweet, sad, old song

Met up with vanessa yesterday and we sat at the clubhouse for about an hour.
had a lot of things on my mind. friends.boys.school. etc.

so yeah called her and we talked till i was feeling better.

thanks vanessa wee mei zheng :D

sabrina noronah you can do it!!

i'll always be here babe !!! :DD

and i got my caramel frap. finally..

this morning junior band.

they need help.

2007-03-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

But if your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone

It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me I'd do

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

Good afternoon :D

it's the end of the week, two more days till school.
homework is HALF done.

my attempts of shopping is half way there.

and i need Caramel Frap badly.

2007-03-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

Cause together we are strong
In my arms
That's where you belong
I've been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable .

nothing much on band camp.
my phone was being an arse when it ran out of battery on the second night.
emo talks with Alyssa tan,Alyssa lim,Clarise and Meishi.
Tan! guys who beats the bass drum are sexy.
midnight talk with meishi was the best.
Alyssa tan shu ning,Denise wee and Charmaine ng i'll miss you dearly.
this, being your last camp with us.
Met sab after camp,and went over to Swensens,ate our hearts out..
Merry Mint,Fish & Chip and Baked rice.
yummy.

homework and onetreehill dvds are waiting for me.

2007-03-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

Every time we meet
The picture is complete
Every time we touch
The feeling is too much
She's all I ever need
To fall in love again
I knew it from the very start

She's the puzzle of my heart

It's the way she's always smiling
That makes me think she never cries
I feel I'm losing my defences
To the colour of her eyes

And every little piece of her is right

Sab and i were singing this song in the mrt and in the middle of raffles city.

Beautiful Beautiful.
Camp is tomorrow,and it's 1o i haven't packed.

and i must remember to bring my beatles shirt otherwise shalyn and aly will be mad.

i'm glad everything turned out right.

2007-03-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

Friday.

The three came over to my house than we went off to gardens and had cartel.

Look at sab stuffing herself with her burger.Basically,it's been a long time all three of us spent the day together.stayed for dinner,and took unglam photos.

Saturday.

Band in the morning a lot of serious talks.

Sunday.

Met van,pearlyn and marilyn in church.

than went down to Macs,they love playing pranks

on me! dumb me fell for it! went for youth mass.

sat with cheryl ann,debby,debra and they were playing

with a guy's hair. Gosh three of them cracks me up.

half the time i was laughing at them instead of paying attention at the sermon.

Pearlyn lau was LATE!

Vanessa! i'm so gonna wash my hands even though he shaked it!

HAHA.

Marilyn agrees with me the boys are gay.

GAH!

after mass went down to gardens again..with pearlyns & marilyn.

van's dad took her home.

PP went to meet her "boyfriend".

Marilyn and Lau had chicken rice i had to packet my Macs. since they din wanna eat macs.

than took a bus home..

2007-03-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

camp days.

Gardens with sab and aman & maybe bimbo jessica & maybe Sam. tomorrowif they can find their way there.i've long awaited the one week break.even though it isn't much a break,three days of band camp.going back for sec1s. and tons of catching up on school work .i feel like a nerd. no social life at all.just school and more school.keep telling myself to have PERSISTENCE.Orchard is too common/crowded.thus,we decided to go somewhere where we won't be able spot other ij girls.Like gardens.it's peaceful,it has cartel and coffee bean.even though we ain't great fans of it.Gelato there is the best.i guess our afternoon is gonna be spent there.hearing your voice again is the best thing ever.

HAPPY ONE WEEK BREAK.

I wanna make you see

Just what I was

Show you the loneliness

And what it does

I'm longing for love and the logical

But he's only happy hysterical

I'm waiting for some kind of miracle

Waited so long

So long

2007-03-04T15:14:00.000+08:00

It's a crazy world, where everythin's changin'
One minute your up, and the next thing you're breakin'
When I lose my way, and the skies they get heavy
It'll be ok, the moment you're with me
No-one would have guessed we'd be standing strong today
Solid as a rock, and perfect in every way

We are two in a million
We've got all the luck we could given
If the world should stop, we'll still have each other
And no matter what, we'll be forever as
No matter what, we'll be forever as
No matter what, we'll be forever as one
thanks 3/8 and my tentmates.
diana,alex,dayna & jessica.
church was filled with gossips today.
it's raining again.
homework is not done.
i've gotta start studying and get over camp/holiday mood.
mids and syf are coming.
and i did badly for first term. must buck up beatrice moira koh soek yee
GAH!! and vienna sent a REALLY REALLY REALLYsweet touching sms this morning on 2/7 .i read it during cathand started to reflect to myself. i miss and want twoseven06 back.
badly.took things for granted and deserve what i have now.i just miss the whole gang of you.

why can't we just turn back time so i don't have to be in this diffcult position.K you just have to go bald ?!don't you.i still likeyou hold my hand under the rain and say it's you i want.you touch me under the sea and say what would i do without you.

2007-02-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

friendly foes or false friends?

For now,you can be as childish as ever. cause i ain't playing the game with you.THAT'S IT,I'M DONE,GAMEOVER.

aly and clarise i need the emotalk tomorrow.
sab and aman i miss you guys sosososo much.
sleepover in two weeks.

where's the shoulder?
where's the boy next door?
where's the star i pray to every night.
where's the voice i long to hear.

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

2007-02-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face T he state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly
I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you ..

Van and i headed down to gardens today after school
to have lunch.We sat at the bus stop seeing so many
people.caught up a lot. but we still din have enough time cause i had tution
thanks vanessa wee mei zheng :D
haha
we are good obervants.
especially for couples.
SABRINA NORONAH we'll keep our promise!
you better and i will!
love you much much.
someone please shut that bitch!

2007-02-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

Sleptover at godma's at Kings road.

Ash Wednesday tomorrow.

Mass with my favourites.

hopefully.

Samira i'm not depressed.

just deep in thought.HAHA

SMILE SMILE.

Lets go back lets rewind to the days that remind me

of all the good times that we spent together

And I don't know why we just let it all slide

When we both knew inside we were right for each other

I don't know what to do

Cos your everything that I knew

Everything's the same

It's like tomorrow never came

We used to talk about - whatever

And the seasons never change

We never used to act our age, every time we were - together

Notice you didn't have to pay

For every word I say

And I wish I could change your decision

And you know that I try

And tell you what it's like

But you just wouldn't listen

2007-02-18T18:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

sab and i wanted to meet to do some last minute shopping
yesterday.but the shops were gonna close at 5pm.
so we decided to cancel it.

went over to grandma's house today and we started talking about
ANNA NICOLE SMITH.
surprisely,they knew who she was.
and they talked about her non-stop the whole afternoon.
and then we started to 'gamble'.
with peanuts.
yes,PEANUTS!

my cousins are adorable.

GAHHH

change of mind,i want kids.

i need the break!

but soon...it's gonna end two more days..

i miss you baby.

every night every day.

rain or shine.

you are my little droplet of water.

my heart melts whenever i see you.

Well i hope there's someone out there

Who can bring me back to you.

Runaway with my heart.

Runaway with my hope.

2007-02-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

sitting here alone thinking it through trying to convince myself that i'm

not losing you,

or can't you just forget the things i said

i was angry at the time but now i cleared my head

it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

[chorus]

so tell me why, i'm swimming against the tide

and i'm praying for a lifeline, cos i'm losing you

so tell me why, you took care enough to try

are you giving up this fight, i can't stand,

wont stand, losing you

you don't have to say a word its in your eyes

what can i do to convince you we need more time

and i know i may have made a few mistakes

but losing you is just too much for me to take

it was so strong, where did it all go wrong

so tell me what to say

because i need, a chance to change

and i wont let you walk away

random lyrics.i love long weekends.

please please don't rain ....

2007-02-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY OLGA CHEW..
(by right,it's the seventeen)

MARINA/RAFFLES CITY with sam.sab.olga.aman.jessica & shona.
Olga i bet you loved our surprise!!
i love you much much much.

2007-02-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

i'm tired i don't wanna think anymore.
i don't need you.
thanks a lot.

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize
That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain
So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for card and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart
A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before
So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart
With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart

Westlife-fragile heart

student's investure tomorrow plus accounts test plus VALETINE'S DAY.
i'm sorry if i din get any presents for some of you.
terribly sorry..
i seriously need time mangement..FAST!
i'm missing out in gossip sessions.
i'm missing out who's dating who?
i'm missing out who heart's just been broken?
i'm missing out in shopping!
i miss twoseven a lot lot!
is this the life of a 15 year old?
NO!
after school, i was telling sab how much i miss twoseven and we had this really really
meaningful talk that i'll never forget!
THANKS LOTS LOTS
someone's being a BITCH!
SAB knows.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE NG!

2007-02-11T16:51:00.000+08:00

youth really at cjc on saturday.
with olga,sam low,camelia,alyssa tan,charmaine and their friends.
LO.LO.VE it..
charmaine sat next to me jumping and crying and singing together.
super duper good..

i was high and hyper during cath today.
Ju and Pearlyn couldn't stop me.
i guess it was because of last night that made me so IN to cath.

and i guess it was a mistake
you at a corner and i'm at one.
totally looking at aimless direction.
getting sick and tired.
sundays,please do repeat yourself again and again.

2007-02-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

it's friday.
downtown later.
finally..after such a long time.
maybe i'll meet sab.
i think.

i long to count the starts with you at night.
i long to hear your voice.
i long to be the baby girl you are talking about
i long to laugh like a child again.
caffine would a great help right now.
prawn mee too.
i admit i'm the not the person whom i was.
i changed,people change.
please understand.

O levels results today, i guess our school did pretty well,as usual.
Paula,Alyssa,Clarise(she left after a while) & i were at the hall waiting for Charmaine and Tan to get their results! we were so excited for them..
Tan din evem get her results she bursted out crying..
and they got their A1.
we were screaming and jumping with them.
they did well..

school was pretty okay,3 tests in a day.
not bad beatrice, you din even study for any.
i glanced through the pages.
rugby game was the best.

overall,i love fridays.
exchange with SMSS tomorrow.

JESSICA LEE THE EMOBIMBO!
i miss samira,olga,sab,amanda,vienna,shona and michelle.
oh boy..sec 3 please treat me well..
and i promise i'll mug really really hard.

2007-02-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

good luck tan and charmaine.
you can get your A1.
you guys have Paula Alyssa and Beatrice's lucky hug.
now i know the truth,it hurts actually.
i'm such an idiot, i actually fell for it.
trusting the wrong ones...at the wrong time.
been missing a lot..what a loser i am.
forget it.
can't wait for all these to end.
a new start.

sab thanks much much
aly & meishi you guys too .
alyssa tan you too i still have a lot of things to tell you.

band breaks are the best, paula meishi and tan would come over...and we would just burst out laughing for no reason & start teasing one another...
meishi is the best at reading lips.
tan and lim can read my mind perfectly well.
it's music making.
YEAH..samira you're back.

2007-02-06T18:33:00.000+08:00

school was okay. i got mistaken again.
results of math test ain't what i wanted.
ss test tomorrow.
samira din come to school, recess was so quiet.
i miss you sam sam babe.

SecretScreamSwing.
i had a GREAT time.
three of us had to let it all out.
let go of all our unhappiness/worries/hair .
we scream and scream and scream and scream
a huge bottle of coke and ice lemon tea,4 large fries,two otahs each,swings and a grass patch.
WHOO LA LA / PURE JOY
swings hates me but i still love them.
i fell on my head on the swings.
how pathetic...

i'm totally speechless.
what more can i do or say?
fuck it.

2007-02-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry
sorry.
sorry.

forgive me for being such a bitch.
forgive me for hurting you for no reason.
please get back to how they use to be.
i really wanna turn back time.

swinging date with alyssa and meishi tomorrow.
shopping date with jessica next friday.
study date with sab wednesday.
test are this week.
beatrice must work hard and do well.
& be STRONG!

jessica talks to herself when the weather is nice.
i miss amanda and sab a lot.
where are you guys?

2007-02-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

i'm not gonna say anymore rubbish,but gonna concentrate on work FOREVER AND EVER.
& my social life too.
kill me for being mean.
i hate myself.
i want the night of 030207 again.

2007-02-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

YOU MAKE ME SMILE :D
JUST LIKE THE STARS AND THE MOON..

THANKS EVERYBODY FOR SUCH A GOOD NIGHT/BBQ/PARTY.
ALYSSA LIM PRETTY BOY I'LL BE HERE.
SWINGS ARE MY BEST FRIENDS NOW.
forever and ever babe.

2007-02-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

too much to handle.
shouldn't be thinking of trival matters.
concentrate beatrice moira.

maybe i'll give up
maybe i won't
maybe it was meant to be.
2 years just gone.
the way we walk pass each other,
it seems like a red-brick wall between us.
deeply built into mother earth.
it hurts seeing us like that.
it hurts so much much.
i'm confused and mixed.
am i being used?
yet i don't feel anything.
i must be the most insensitive creature on earth.
my feelings are all jumbled up.
hatred,anger,sadness somehow depressing.
i don't dare know the new you.
maybe,it's gonna be like this for the next 2 years of my secondary life.
people change,but i din expect you to be the one.
i don't think it would be as close as before.
hard telling you my troubles.
don't you feel anything?
the silence that is trap within everyone..
including me.
i don't know how to start nor do i know how to approach the conversation.
it's just me. i'm a big clueless arse.
be strong and hope for the best.
tears that i can't stop,SHOULD BE,sooner or later.

a quiet beach,rooftop,swings,shoulder and a hug would be needed.

Wish i could bubble wrap my heart
In case i fall, and break apart
I'm not god i cant change the stars
I don't know if there's life on mars
But i know you hurt the people that you love
And those who care for you
I want nothing to do with the things you're going through
This is the last time I give up this heart of mine
I'm telling you that i'm
A broken man who's finally realised
You're standing in moonlight
But your black on the inside
Oooo do you think you ought to cry
This is goodbye
I'm a little dazed and confused
But life's a bitch And so are you
All my days have turned into nights
Cause living without, without, without You in my life
And you wrote the book
Of how to be a liar
And lose all your friends
I mean nothing at all
Was i just another ghost that's been in your bed
This is the last time
I give up this heart of mine
I'm telling you that i'm
A broken man who's finally realised
You're standing in moonlight
But your black on the inside
Oooo do you think you ought to cry
This is goodbye
Turn on the radio honey
Cause every single sad song, you'll be able to relate
This one i'm taking
Don't get all emotional baby
You can never talk to me
Your unable to communicate
This is the last time
I give up this heart of mine
I'm telling you that i'm
A broken man that's finally realised
This is the last time I give up this heart of mine
I'm telling you i'm
A broken man that's finally realised
You're standing in the moonlight
But your black on the inside
Oooo do you think you ought to cry
This is goodbye
This is goodbye

Mcfly - Bubble Wrap.

2007-01-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

thanks clarise and ros.
i needed to clear my mind real badly.
i'm still thinking and going through the conversation
we had on the 6th floor.
sab thanks for being there too..
i'm sorry if i kept swearing..in the morning,afternoon,evening.
you were there for me all the way..even at macs.
jessica thanks for craping all the way during lessons.
olga! i'm such a good photographer.

this is not what i want.
but i hear more and more.

2007-01-28T19:02:00.001+08:00

this is why i go to school for.....

baptism renewal with our parents.
it was really fun.as usual.
people self-amuse,and make a total fool of themselves.
confirmation is on the 23 of september 1045 mass.
camp, on the 1st of sep till 3 rd.
it hurts thinking of you, yet sitting directly in front of you.
sitted at the corner of my eyes is another one.

is it anger or shame?
i click on your window every mintue,
search on friendster, yet, i know it's not worth every thing.
i edit my post every second,hoping to write more and more
about how i feel.
i'm out and maybe forever out.
i hate being who i am. an evil pest.
school's not getting any better.
tests that i ought to study. but ain't.
books that i desire to read the whole night.
voices that i wanna shut out.
auditions that i fear.
a freakin instrument that isn't my fault,but my "dearest" senior.
wanna swing swing swing. write my name in the sand.
tears that can't stop flowing.
the song that reminded both of us.
the call i missed.
the unbearable pain.
the shoulder i need.
the time we spent the whole night.
i appear offline,for fear of talking to you.
yet,i want to desperatedly.
i'm online now.you are too.

i don't wanna give up,but must i?
the friendship that hurts so so much.
i don't know the person.
all the more i don't wanna know the new you.
what happen?
SAVE ME...
when will you be mine?
tell me tell me.

2007-01-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but
I walked away If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take away the pain
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wanna do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I hurt myself by hating you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you
I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've had myself If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've had myself
By hurting you

Christina Aguilera -Hurt

i hope everyone had a good time during recces & after school.
even though we had a few setbacks.
overall, everyone's tummy was filled,laughter was in the air.
yet,how come i don't feel it?

2007-01-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FIFTEEN SAMIRA SHAH & VANESSA GAY & SHONA.....

more swinging van.and more pranks.
yummy brownie and cakes.
sab we'll go out at night. don't worry.
it's currently raining heavily.

2007-01-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

Pretty boy alyssa lim i hope you are feeling much better.
i'll be here.listening,trying my utmost best to help.
love you much much.

BITCH.get far far far away from me.
i can say that a thousand times!
i'm glad i'm not the only one who thinks the same way.

i'm sorry if i screwed up, conducting warm ups.
van and i have a date tomorrow on the swing.
sab and i have our chinese new year shopping date to chinatown.
aly and i have a date after band where we can go shopping at raffles arcade.
tomorrow is gonna be a ECCENTRIC day.
can't wait.

2007-01-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

get well soon SHALYN TAN YAN FEI & CHARMAINE NG.
PRETTY BOY ALYSSA LIM who fell off her chair and we were so noisy during breaks plus TAN.
Sab we need our date with our dearies.
clare,dawn,meishi,alyssa T. and paula you make band practices
so so so so WACKY.
Teresa and Sab our secrets are within the three.
THANKS FOR MAKING MONDAY THE BEST ONE SO FAR.
IT'S GOOD TO LAUGH.I NEED TO DO IT MORE .
TO DESTRESS....

2007-01-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

will i ever see you again?
will i ever stop thinking of you?
will i ?

went for mass in the morning.
pearlyn lau and arianna came too.
so the 6 of us were sitting at the back of the church,singing hymes which were totally toneless.
having two of them join sfx,is so so so much fun.
after that,it was like a hide and seek game,running all over church.
this year,i'm gonna concentrate during cath.
PAY REAL REAL REAL ATTENTION.
we ended half an hour early,so we were basically running and jumping
at the corridors. the doors weren't frosted anymore, so everyone in the classrooms could see us being a fool.
finally,van came out than we walked down to gardens.took a bus home.
it was scorching hot.
came back, van called if we could go and study at the pool .
but i was so tired, instead, we talked on the phone the whole afternoon...
talking about what?
HAHA
lots...mainly bitching about people and we did our journal entry together.
"what do you want to do right this year?"
BEATRICE MORIA KOH WILL CONCENTRATE DURING CATH CLASSES.
& not think of other things/people.

2007-01-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

thanks a lot a lot.
i'll be here for you too.

2007-01-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

i long to shop.
i long to dance in the rain shouting your name.
i long to see the sunrise.
i long to shut all things out of my head. and just float in a pool.
i long to see people who i haven't met for a long time.
i long to shut those bloody mouths.
i long to lie on a bed of roses.
i long to hear your voice.
i long to correct people's persepective of life.

3/8 won "WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE?" a really spastic game.
we did our class bored NICE!
photo-taking with 3/8.. PURE FUN! it reminded me of 2/7.
i miss them terribly.
band photo taking too,and this time i was sitting,
i miss standing at the second row, i'm such a short arse.
PE today, was class bonding since ms tiru din come.
all of us, trying to come up with games to "bond" the class.
it ended up with alex,stella,charlotte,dayna,jessica,linnette and i playing true or dare.
"ms chua you look sexy in pink today!"
singing stella a birthday song.
HAHA
and it's a sin to gossip.i've been doing that lots nowdays.
confession this sunday, a MUST!
lunch with sab today,guess who we saw/met?!?!
jepherm and kenneth and one more.
haha sab you are the best!
than while walking home,i was singing some emofied songs.
and about to cry.
suppose to attend mass with van,pp and marilyn,but we were fighting on the phone
wether we should go,cause it was pouring heavily. and at 0630 i saw a rainbow.
van wanted to take a long long walk, me too..and get out of the house.
WE DIN! nevermind...we'll do it on sunday and have those emo sessions on the swings.
cath's starting. should i be glad?
i must start mugging. tests begins next week.
i'm really sorry if i'm not doing a good job as chair.
i'll try to do my best in one way or another.

Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, hwy was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
The love of my life,
the love that I need
The love that they say is in life for free
The love of dreams, the love that I want
Loneliness knows me by name
Loneliness knows everything
I keep inside
My endless thought in the silence of the night
Loneliness is the one who made me see
Ain't nobody else who can make a change but me
Why, hwy was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
[Chorus]
Life is more and that would be the vacant space
The cried out tears and a never ending maze I have found what only loneliness provides
A strength within knowing I will find

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - westlife

hello ms linn !
sab and bea are in love....

2007-01-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

why is it that KC can get into the arena.
and we can't ?!
come on... our debating team is way better.
history makes me high.
recess make me high.
after school makes me high.
chinese leaves me sleeping.
sec1s trial outs today.
van and i took out usual long walk to church and talk about
the funniest stuff ever.
than mass with marilyn and pearlyn.
and on the way home, i was shouting and dancing along the streets
singing his name! haha
vanessa was also singing...about...
i love long walks....
i'm currently crushing...
SABRINA NORONHA we shall work hard and get their arses!
ALY! lets have one of those singing mushy,love songs again and we'll SMILE not thinking about irritating guys.... ALY you better..
SAMIRA we'll all cry together...you light up my world!
JESSICA you love Mr Long....

2007-01-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

THE CONFESSIONS OF THE CHARLIE ANGELS......
DIRTY LITTLE SECRET.WITHIN THE THREE.

bring me back to reality.

2007-01-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

intensive practices.
hopefully, no more emoness.
catch up on school work.
classmates that lighten up my day.
friends that i miss dearly.
bestie that sends me encouraging smses.
masses that i hope to attend faithfully.
it's not that bad afterall...

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me her song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days And fill my nights with song.
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.
You, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong, when it feels so right
Cause you, you light up my life

westlife-you light up my life

2007-01-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the second week of school,i miss twoseven terribly. i feel the stress level. and i can't take stress, i'll probably break down and die. sab and i been giving each other encouragements. whatever it is we'll do our best! right SAB!? and forget all our worries! boys & studies forget all of them! CHEER UP! CHEER UP! i'm gonna focus on the right things from now on! and be happy always...and yes PRISONBREAK will make us feel much much better!

JESSICA LEE THANKS FOR ALL THE CANDID SHOTS !!

2007-01-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

it's friday,the past few days i've been packed with
homework,sleep,band.
getting up at 6 in the morning isn't my thing.
after school, i'll head straight to bed and wake up at 9 at night.
a bad way to start the year.
morning runs starts next week.
math is a drag...

lunching out with sab,amanda,jessica,vienna,shona,olga,samira and widya.
cracking corny jokes,hearing mushy songs,missing teachers,eating our hearts away and laughing our lungs out.
makes the day better.

my mind is not on school matters.
somehow i keep thinking about stuff that i know i shouldn't bother.
yet..it keeps popping out.
i feel like a troubled teenager.
what happen to cheer up beatrice?

i don't wanna remember you.
i don't wanna cancel you out of my life.
i don't wanna wait.
yet i have to.

2007-01-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

i'm suffering from holiday hangovers.
math on the first day,band on the second.
got ms may chong as my form.
school can't get any better.
three eight girls are nice.
i'm kinda glad i got into it.
these people brighten up my day.
thanks guys for the joy and laughter.
the best part is...our classes are next to each other.
i had fun today.

2006-12-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

it's the final day of 2006 !
why?why?why?
i don't want !

so now i reflect on 2006..
what have i achieved?
thanks for everyone for being there for me when i was down and high.
new year resolutions are never lasting..

BIG THANKS TO:

2/7 0'6: sabrina,amanda,jessica,olga,samira,dayna,michelle,alex,vienna,shona,widya.

band: shalyn,alyssa tan,alyssa lim,denise,charmaine,dawn,meishi,paula,clarise.

church : vanessa,marilyn,pearlyn (these three are the closer ones)
sundays are a bundle of joy with you guys around.

2006: filled with...

ups and downs.
crapppy boys .
streaming year.
lunching out madness.
crushes on teachers.
gay teachers.
twoseven !

thanks my charlie girls,for being there

sab's ceaseless scribblings on my textbooks.
and all the NAMES on every page.
i don't know how i'm gonna spend my time actually listening to lessons without you!
every lesson this year,you were by my side.
and you won't be next year.how am i gonna get through sec three life like this!
and it would be more diffcult to keep each other update on our crushes.

amanda's artwork!
she's fated with mr armstrong,how am i gonna make fun of both of them. when she's not in my class.i will miss our lunch dates after school in boring toa payoh,where we spot guys.

samira's constant loud cheery singing during lessons,she always make the class all hyper
well... only the few of us will actually response to it.

olga my superwomen who is gonna run with me in the mornings !
who's gonna study with me before SAs.

i'm glad that jessica,dayna,alex,shona and widya will be in threeeight.

Jessica lee jia xi my gossip/bitching partner.
please entertain me in threeeight.
i really need entertaining while studying.
and lunch dates will resume.

last day of 2006 guess what i failed to do!

-get drunk with alyssa tan.
-see firworks at marina bay

NEVERMIND.
i have sparkles to replace fireworks.
and hear the ships honk honk.

10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

world peace. no genocide.no war.no aids.no hunger.
do well in class.
do well in syf.
confrimation.
grow up.
get drunk on the last day of 2007. (highly impossible)
find my irish. and sab's non-asian one.

2007 please.... better..... be a good year.

2006-12-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

shut the fuck out!
i've been gone for a week, and you crawl behind my back and just stab me?!
now,you seem as if nothing has happened.you feel odd?
yes you should! so, stop pretending to be all so good and nice .
the friendship has already been affected.
and it can't be changed.
you shouldn't have started it.
and my heart has already been broken.
don't try to fit in,cause you can't.
i wanna continue.
but i shouldn't dvds would help.
one tree hill here i come.

where's the shoulder when i need it! SABRINA NORONHA!!

i'm repeating this song over and over again,just to block out your name

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some Bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned

lessons learned - carrie underwood

2006-12-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

no more emoness..
it's bad ...
these friends of mine..half the time they are emo and making me one of them.
meishi ,aly and tan (she din admit) .
during sectionals too
one mintue we can be high and the next so sad and down.
bon voyage vanessa wee i know it's late but hope you'll be able to read this
you'll be coming back tomorrow! BEWARE OF THE PIRATES...
this song was played on my ipod while walking home..

I'm writing to say I had a wonderful day
Hangin' with my friends
But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies
I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know

I really miss you - yes I do -
yeah I really miss you - yes I do -
I miss you I really miss you
Ohhhh yeah I do

S club 7 - i really miss you

2006-12-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

amanda came later,the feeling of catching up with these two is great .
i miss them so much!
and we saw olga again and again.
we couldn't help getting free fries.
olga you are the best!
i wanna skip thursday and jump straight to friday
no way,am i gonna continue my homework,maybe a few more pages...

this song was stuck in my head on the way home.

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch [don't touch]
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute [baby]

Irreplaceable-BEYONCE KNOWLES

2006-12-26T15:19:00.000+08:00

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

A Voice Within-Christina Aguilera

2006-12-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been really wacky for me!
partying with my cousins!
midnight mass with marilyn,pearlyn,vanessa and denise!
well...it wasn't really a mass,we sat outside for the whole time besides communion
and we did pay close attention!
it was too crowded!
wardrobe malfunction!
once again..
MERRY CHRISTMAS FOR THE NEXT 11 DAYS!
i'm really looking forward to seeing
SAB and her bangs.
JESSICA with her lost weight
OLGA in bk again
SAMIRA
AMANDA
TERESA with our pretty little shopping spree
tan and lim sitting beside me on thursday!
i don't want school to start!

2006-12-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

SANTA CLAUS PLEASE DO COME !!

2006-12-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

2006-12-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

JOY TO THE WORLD! :D

3 MORE DAYS

2006-12-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

japan was great,now i'm back i think everything is so screwed! but keep smiling beatrice koh. christmas is coming
and spend it with all your girlfriends man!
i'm sorry if i 'm hurting you ...

tag replies

vanessa : haha vanessa must be SO SO happy
ashleigh:i miss you too
alyssa tan: i'm back TAN,i miss you so much!
sabrina:friendster sucks! myspace? oh man! all these things sucks!
japan is good good
dayna: dayna where are you? i miss you! SHUTS! school is starting ...
aly:i miss you too dearie!
paula: PAULA! of course i will miss you!hurry come home.
diana:yeah diana! same class as me!
sabrina:i can get you a jap guy,but all too gay!
tessa: i din see you :(

2006-12-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

shopping in Kyoto is way better than Tokyo.
315 yen shop is offically my favourite.
tomorrow, heading down to Osaka.
i need warm hands now.
two more days,i miss everybody,but...i LOVE this place.

2006-12-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

the first two days i was in Tokyo.
today just arrived in Kyoto,and it is really cold...
miss everybody back in singapore, we are staying in a small little inn.
the people here are really friendly..
I WANNA STAY HERE FOREVER!
so long...
temperature is 6 degress .

2006-12-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

okay,japan in about 2 hours time.
i attended a wedding at saint joseph church and while my realtives took their vows i kept telling my mum,"mummy i change my mind, i wanna marry now,i don't wanna be a nun!"
rite of marriage,consent,the blessing of rings,exchange of rings.
the two of them are such a lovely pair!
i'm jealous!
okay i'm all pack..i think..
oh man,what if i forget to bring some things...shuts!
see you on the 22nd

2006-12-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

SHALYN TAN IS MY PARTY PLANNER EVERYONE!!

so while i'm away!
call shalyn tan yan fei!

2006-12-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

TAN! it's super duper cold?
haha you better have an extra layer of clothes!
be safe women!

shalyn tan OMG! i'm in a christmas mood!
my two front teeth!

LIM is back! yeah!! finally...

japan in 24 hours time!
party in a weeks time!
homework is far from done!
a wedding tomorrow!
this can't get any better! :D

2006-12-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY TWO FRONT TEETH!! :D

2006-12-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

clay aiken sang this song !
i find it really really....
haha
SAD!
ALYSSA TAN SHU NING is leaving NOW!
BON VOYAGE
she just sms me,and i told her go get herself
a KOREAN guy! she replied GO GET A JAPANESE GUY!
haha
love you shu ning!

2006-12-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

TAN,KHO and Paula Tay i'm gonna miss you!!
BON VOYAGE!
i keep telling myself to write cards,write cards,write cards!
okay i'l do it! i better...

alyssa tan is is korea
clarise kho is in japan
paula tay is somewhere in the middle east
alyssa lim is in thailand
roslyn is in hong kong
grace is in hong kong

i'll be gone from singapore in two days!
CAN'T WAIT....
seriously...the only thing i'll miss about here is the people!!
got my christmas dress from raffles arcade.
well,that's a load of my shoulder!
ben's party is almost done.
dad got nicole a new guitar,she's strumming it
and to me, it's noise!
well...i'm missing prisonbreak!
GOSH!
how could i?!
okay, i shall go watch it!
so long...

2006-12-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

went back to school for a while,
talk talk talk
on how things were better this year!
than Tan was teasing clarise and paula!
those three ! and she told me about some of her male friends!
GOSH!
after that met shalyn and did our math in bishan library!
went to vanessa's house.
by the way vanessa, you room is too gay!
she was clearing her room and it was like raining books and papers!
we talked, talked, after that she left for her godma's and i walked home!
my table is also a mess!
so i was telling her there was no difference in her table and mine!
tree is also set up!
alyssa tan is the wierdest girl alive!
seriously...
8 layers of clothes in japan!?!
the whole house is in a mess!
clothes,jackets lying around,i can't find my gloves!

2006-12-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

the rose-westlife

2006-12-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

2006-12-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

dad's nagging at me for not packing.
mum's nagging at me for not setting up the tree.
gosh! HELP!
anyway...can't wait to leave dumb singapore,and oh... hello... japan!
i love the change of culture/languages/people!
i saw olga! yeah! that's a cross on my "to do" list!
sab and i thinks that ORCHARD is a bore!!
we need a new place man!

2006-12-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

since i'm really bored and everyone is watching stars awards
i shall start to write and write and write ....

saturday, 2 plus, met shalyn to collect our sax tee
buy exchange present,develop photos and dinner.
somehow,we always lend up in long john.
we were practically laughing,and i told shalyn to stop making me
laugh cause i bathed before i came and i don't wanna smell or be wet
in my band uniform.than she started slamming the table!
people around us were staring ! we were high in the middle of the day!
than cab off to cjc,even though it was like super near!
nevermind, shalyn is making me broke,she's the rich one!
i love saying thank you! so i kept saying it to the taxi driver
he's my new best friend!haha
we were the first,and there were no open toilets,all were locked !
so we found a little cosy corner where we changed into our uniforms!
than kinny came, three of us ended up wearing our stockings together.
than smss came,i was so freaked out,cause they are like les.
GOSH!
i was like, be extra careful everyone.
soon, everyone started coming.
than i saw so many people walking into cjc. and the guys in ties
GOSH!
joan came,shalyn and i ran up to her and started to scream!!
and lots lots!!
aly and i started the breathing excerise i was so nervous
the juniors weren't even nervous?! it's their first concert!
okay i told aly you better not make me all so hyper and high
cause concert is a serious thing!
haha
than we gave each other our GOOD LUCK hug!
tan,my hug is the best,eveyone gets super luck from me !
haha
yeah,everything went off really well....
intermission,they din allow us to go out! ):
BOO!
on friday night, i was telling shalyn that i was super sad..
after all this,it's gonna be over
and it is!
nevermind...
after all the songs and stuff! aly and i were giving each other
faces! trying not tear! i'm gonna miss my slow poke in crime!
after concert,flowers came up to us.guys in ties GOSH!
i feel like...haha
but i got to admire them for actually dressing up!
whoo....the rest of the band were clearing up the chairs...
shalyn aly meishi and i were still collecting flowers
felt really bad..
TAN ! he's so sweet like honey...
after headed down to jocelyn's house,alyssa and i din
wanna bath first so we were looking at all the funny friendster photos!
so finally after much hintings from shalyn that we stink!
we took our bath!!
blur me apparently,turned off the alarm clock
instead of waking up at 0545 we woke up 0620
met aly first cause she was too, at the airpot going to
bangkok to shop! than off on a skytrain to termial 1
to meet letita .gave her our letters and hugs !
we're gonna miss letita so so so so much!
tan smile okay?
don't worry you'll have a junior!
i took a bus ride home that lasted and hour.
got we to do a lot of thinking.
missed 0900 mass.
sorry din get to see van and the rest
instead,headed down to IHM 1100
mass and was super late,the priest was staring at us!
okay, went to samira's blog and it got me all christmas
mood! so i'll try to change different christmas songS every week !
BYE 10 december

HAVE A SAFE TRIP EVERYONE (:

11 december 2006 is heel monday

2006-12-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

it's over.....

what can i say, it's all over, too fast.
bye letitia,have a safe trip
aly too.
everyone is leaving one by one.
of course for holidays.not for letitia
alyssa tan my loser, i seriously think he's so sweet!
sha....josh?
aly you want tomatoes ?
haha
the whole concert was a BLAST!
read shalyn's blog for more DETAILS!
i smell roasted duck now :D
rumble was the last song and i din want it to end !
aly too, the stage was a mess after the last song.
and all the flowers,thanks so much everybody!
meishi and i were shouting josh!!
haha
total chaos...and all the hugs!
and my dear paula tay left her shoe bag in the band room.
on tuesday morning i have to go to school than meet teresa!
i really hope i can survive all these shoppping spree before japan!
i need to pack soon...and take loads of vit C
so everybody who came i'm sure you guys had a GREAT time!
i'm missing everybody now ):
the feeling of not having to see you guys every alternate day is a drag!
photos up soon!

P.S

sab i hope your phone is doing fine...
get a new one..hurry...so i can sms you every night..
haha and remember tomorrow! thanks for the luck!
love you.

2006-12-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING :D

a few more hours..

what i need to do after the night of 9 december:

-pack for sleepover
-start sending christmas card
-set up the christmas tree
-starbucks dates with my girlfriends
-start on math
-wrap books
-read accounts which is really really thick
-visit olga at least once in BK
-do the "BRING" list to japan
-buy winter wear for japan
-wish everybody bon voyage
-call up people for their addresses
-shopping with mummy so that she pays my bill
-start swinging with vanessa
-ceasless bitching with sab
-the gym
-do home christmas video
-house warming with uncle
- welcome realtives from the other part of the world
in the all so dumb sinagpore
-get mummy and daddy's 15th anniversary present
p.s
their anniversary is today !!

three more weeks till school starts
the calendar in front is reminding me!
GOSH!
i'm gonna burn it!

2006-12-08T20:29:00.000+08:00

one more day...
gosh, it's sure fast!
the whole journey....with people you thought you wouldn't even talk to!

thanks :

alyssa lim for counting bar numbers with me, nodding at wrong times,laughing /bitching
with me, eating,getting high together and hearing mushy songs together and all the boys this girl have...camera whoring

thanks:

alyssa tan shu ning for laughing with me whenever a certain person laughs and counting bar numbers with me and you are also my loser/sucker partner ! and all the wierd boys you know
eg. C*S*A*

thanks:

shalyn tan yan fei for being there whenever i needed you! when my mummy scolded me,
for letting me know all the crappy boys who writes you testimonials,shopping!
all the bitching together!camera whoring

thanks:

clarise and paula
i know about you two :D!!
i love you two too!

basically everyone in bassline and saxes ( juniors and seniors)

tomorrow, i'm gonna treasure every moment every mintue
in the changing room,on stage everywhere!

2006-12-08T08:33:00.000+08:00

get well soon grace and dawn
i love you both :D

the past few days i've been sleeping really early, like 8pm
friendster is so crap with the new profile thing!
okay, meeting charmine,alyssa and shalyn for branch
before heading down sy margs than later on to cjc
we should be collecting the tees today, i hope!
santa clause i really need you now!
concert is tomorrow everyone's gonna be there
and it's gonna be a great musical experience!
guys with button downs!
gosh!

P.S

shalyn and i are really happy because josh is coming :D

2006-12-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

shut the fuck up!
i don't wanna hear it anymore!
get lost! so be it!

2006-12-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

i decided to google dr john lynch
i wonder how he looks now??that photo is old!
shopping with shalyn today was fun!
my blisters are hurting. saw sab with her sis and her cousin!
sabrina is gonna get an instant irish accent spray !
and she's gonna share it with me !
singapore is a small place! (too small)
i'm missing JOSH

2006-12-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

John Lynch holds a bachelor of music degree from Indiana University, a master of music degree from the Eastman School of Music, and a doctor of musical arts degree from the Cincinnati College-Conservatory of Music. Dr. Lynch is the director of bands at the University of Kansas, where he guides all aspects of the band program and graduate wind conducting program. Previous positions include associate director of bands at Northwestern University and director of instrumental music at Emory University. In addition, Dr. Lynch has held positions as music director of the Northshore Concert Band, Atlanta Youth Wind Symphony and the Orange County Music Educators Wind Ensemble, and has 10 years of public high school teaching experience in New York State.
Dr. Lynch is the winner of the William Revelli Award and is the national recipient of the Stanbury Award for outstanding teaching and conducting. Lynch is a member of the International Symphonic Conducting Workshop in the Czech Republic and has been a finalist in the Hungarian Radio Conductors Competition. Ensembles under his direction have performed throughout the United States, Canada, France and central Europe, and his performances have been broadcast throughout Chicago on WFMT and Georgia on Peachstate Public Radio. Recent conducting invitations include the Midwest Band and Orchestra Clinic, Bands of America, International Wind Band Festival in La Croix, France, and the Louisiana and Oklahoma All-State Band. Dr. Lynch has been named a Searle Junior Fellow for teaching excellence at Northwestern University and was a member of the prestigious Emory Scholars Committee.
Dr. Lynch is an active clinician, guest conductor, and composer. He has been published in "Teaching Music Through Performance in Band" and his composition Diversions will be published soon by Ludwig Music. He is a strong advocate for new music, having received grants to travel and research contemporary compositions in Scandinavia, Spain, and Portugal. He has commissioned and premiered several works and has recorded two compact discs. Professional affiliations include the College Band Directors National Association; World Association of Symphonic Bands and Ensembles; Music Educators National Conference; Conductors Guild; and the Association for Supervision and Curriculum Development.

2006-12-03T22:15:00.001+08:00

heels yeah!
tees yeah!
starbucks yeah!
dopod yeah!
money yeah!
boys boo!

2006-12-02T17:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO BEATRICE:D

2006-12-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

is it over ?
i don't want it to happen ?
maybe i am blind.
sooner or later it would happen,and no one can stop it.
it's NOT over i tell myself.

2006-12-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

2006-12-01T17:27:00.001+08:00

band camp was GREAT ,think of it, kinda miss it!
the high nights i had with alyssa lim /tan ,charmaine shalyn, paula, clarise, dawn and mei shi
i shall start from monday!

MONDAY:

crescent concert at the esplande with alyssa LIM and TAN ....
we were super early, and the heels were a sore!
we could hardly walk! lim and i were making fun of tan and caspar!
so sweet....
david?....lim and i closed one eye
the night started really dry...after intermisson tan wanted to leave
i was NO! don't! i paid 20 bucks and caspar wouldn't want you to leave !!
haha
so we stayed. lim and i sat in front of them than we started to be high singing
and dancing to high school musical songs! after the concert, we left lim and tan
left for a cab i waited for daddy to pick me up!

TUESDAY (day one of band camp) :

the day started really odd at St marg
introduced ourself ...i can hardly remerber...
at night, shalyn alyssa and i wore our beatles in beetles tee
super duper NICE .... than taking pics with charmine jocelyn shalyn and alyssa

WEDNESDAY (day two):

breakfast than sectionals alyssa and i were practically entertaining
each other...off to SMSS...it was freezing and i have a junior and a student from SMSS looking like me!
WIERD ? yes thats what students from SMSS says and lim , tan ,shalyn .... i don't know but loads of people saying it!
shalyn and i were counting down the hours to BBQ which was the main highlight of the camp!
YEAH... finally sir went thats all for today!
i was like yeah thank god!!
we got back, and our dear juniors set up everything so nice of them...
so the pits tables food was there ! yeah..
the night started off realyl well ... it came to a point where i asked alyssa tan what food do we take ?
she was TAKE ALL ! HAHA IT WAS SO AMUSING ....
shalyn was the crabstick women...i kept asking asking her
is this cook ? are you sure ? alyssa and i shared the pasta which was GREAT!
after that we started to stand on the bench getting the whole band together
singing songs and playing the BOMB game from dearest roslyn!
the night just got started...
the bbq was almost over but i din get enough
i was still really high and we decided to start a food fight...
well..actually it started with dawn and mei shi...than me ,charmine, alyssa lim and tan paula, shalyn and clarise!
we threw fishballs cakes marshmellows we were so so so dirty...and too stink!
din get enough? alyssa lim paula clarise dawn mei shi and i started to sing in the middle of the parade square
while the rest were starting to bath and stuff!
but we continued to dance scream sing and at the same time eating close to 10 slices of watermelons! (daddy donated 6 )
the night was high .... really really high..
charmine & shalyn vs beatrice in our fishball fight!!
mei shi /clarise/lim/tan/paula vs beatrice cake fight !!!
and i introduced them the WHAT ? HUH ? game... haha
we bath at 10, everyone was already sleeping....
the bath was funny i threw alyssa lim's body soap
to mei shi than later to dawn it was flying body soap!!
slept at the dance studio .... shalyn mei shi dawn lim and i couldn't sleep so we talked talked till 1 am
we talked about people jumping down the building, our future guys, disgusting things haha

THURSDAY (day three):
breakfast at the market had bee hoon while everyone else took
carrot cake!! than sectionals started to blog with paula alyssa and mei shi!
and than things started to happen....than combines .... alyssa and my eyes were closing!
than finally break camp! ! came home and fell straight to bed!!

CAMP WAS GREAT ! I'M GONNA MISS EVERYBODY AFTER THE CONCERT !
29 NOVEMBER 2006 NIGHT WAS THE HIGHEST NIGHT EVER!

FRIDAY:

expecting to wake up late ... but was disturbed by a phone call
saying that i had to pick ben up from tution so hop onto a bus down to
pick him up. later on met nicole and mum in town cause nicole had her
braces on she looks super wierd! haha
AUSSIE fish and chips are really nice ...
okay thats all grandparents from both sides are coming over plus great grand mother
for dinner

concert is coming japan is coming christmas is coming school's starting
pics soon....

2006-11-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

SABRINA PLEASE LEND ME YOUR

LOVE ALBUM!!!!

see sab it's so big...
well it's 0530 time really flys
two saturdays from now is the concert
band camp is next tues!
i'm being a nanny tonight and i'm not PAID!
darn...i need money badly!!
mummy refuse to pay for my beatle shirt!
DAMN! nevermind i won't give up!!
i shall use my magic powers!
lime flea mart (alyssa and shalyn) was really wierd it wasn't as big as i thought it would be
but i got earrings! yeah...
got my lit books better start reading
and of course my math
so long nanny job starts at 6 pm

TEN WAYS TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE:

1) love god
2)be enthusiastic
3)love people
4)laugh a lot
5)treat everyone as if they were the most important person in the world
6)be honest
7)don't worry
8)be confident
9)always have a good attitude
10)smile

am i successful ?

2006-11-24T21:52:00.001+08:00

bloody dumbarse leave shalyn tan yan fei alone!

shopping with mummy today started really rough...
but in the end i still got my dorothy perkins stuff
no victoria secrets :(
i'm sorry sab i couldn't go with you guys!
promise to lend me your LOVE ALBUM by westlife
it's out!! yeah...
met vanessa for mass P.P was suppose to come
apparently she was TIRED!
tomorrow is CJC dinner i really wanna go ...
socalise ... haha but daddy din allow!

nicolette i'm really proud of you!
who cares about mummy and daddy!
anyway.. they'll cool down sooner or later!

alyssa : shhh... he might come to my blog! haha i bought my clothes ....

2006-11-23T19:28:00.000+08:00

ok this is how i spent my week so far...
tag replies:

sabrina: omg sab prisonbreak today...
yeahhh and ken lim! haha
he hates us!

alyssa: i know that it's KOH !

denise : don't worry i'll take photo of him WITH alyssa...haha

shalyn: i hate him!!